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Ronen DeSigne



Concentration Camp Oven

Concentration - focus
Camp - congregation of people
Oven - heats and bakes food

The stench you are breathing right now
as you are put to work in the concentration camp
in Krakow
KKKleaning the ovens
from the smell of bodies burning
the Nazi's called the Jewish stench

Makes you think of being Jewish
cleaning those ovens
as you were forced to work
in these concentration camps

And being so submissive
afraid to cause trouble
that you would clean those
concentration camp ovens
with no apparent trouble

This was not so long ago
and the burning pain not so far away
rather closer to my mind
every time
I remember standing by
my kitchen sink
taking in my hands
the fourteen pills
of HIV chemotherapy
called Epivir, Zerit, Videx, Ziagen,
Agenerase, Norvir, Viracept, Ritonavir
Retrovir, and Combivir
All Registered Trademarks

Instead feel the burning

The oven is inside your body
heat rising from the falling bombs
burning your cells
voluntarily
from the inside

Not side effects
that no one sees
but rather effects
like the camps
that no one heard about

Risks of Lamivudine (3TC, Epivir) Registered Trademark

- headache
- upset stomach (nausea)
- vague overall feeling of discomfort (malaise)
- feeling tired (fatigue)
- vomiting
- sleeplessness
- decrease in appetite (anorexia)
- dizziness
- rash
- depression
- decrease in the number of white blood cells that help fight infection (neutropenia)
- decrease in the number of red blood cells that may cause weakness, dizziness, and fatigue (anemia)
- increase in a substance in the blood, which can mean a problem with the pancreas (increased amylase)

Risks of Stavudine (d4T, Zerit) A registered trademark

- numbness, tingling and pain in your hands or feet (peripheral neuropathy)
- rash
- upset stomach (nausea) and vomiting
- abdominal pain
- muscle aches and pain (myalgia)
- abnormal liver function tests (increased liver enzymes)
- rare cases of inflammation or swelling of the pancreas with abdominal pain (pancreatitis)

Risks of Didanosine (ddI, Videx) A registered trademark

- inflammation or swelling of the pancrease with abdominal pain (pancreatitis) which may cause death
- changes in the eye that may lead to visual changes (retinal changes)
- diarrhea
- numbness, tingling, and pain in your hands or feet (peripheral neuropathy)
- upset stomach (nausea) and vomiting
- increase in uric acid in the blood stream
- abnormal liver function tests (increased liver enzymes)
- when didanosine (ddI) is used in combination with other medicines with similar side effects, these side effects may be seen more often, and may be more severe, than with didanosine is used alone. People who take didanosine together with stavudine (d4T), with or without hydroxyurea, may have a greater risk of developing pancreatitis and increased liver enzymes. People who take didanosine with stavudine may also have a greater risk of developing peripheral neuropath.

Risks of Abacavir (ABC, 1592U89, Ziagen) A registered trademark

the following side effects have been associated with the use of abacavir:
- an allergic reaction that may include multiple symptoms, such as: skin rash, fever, feeling tired (fatigued), nausea, vomiting, diarrhea, abdominal pain, cough, sore throat, shortness of breath, achiness, or a general feeling of illness. These symptoms usually appear within the first six weeks after starting this drug but can occur at any time during the treatment. This reaction can be severe and could lead to death if abacavir is not stopped. The severe form of allergic reaction can also reoccur upon drug rechallenge and could even lead to death. Severe or fatal allergic-type reactions can occur within hours after abacavir is restarted in patients who have interrupted abacavir therapy for any reason. Allergic-type reactions to abacavir can occur in pationts who have no prior identified history of allergic-type reaction or whose symptoms were previously unrecognized.

If you Discontinue Abacavir for any reason or think you might be developing an allergic reaction to abacavir do not take any more doses and contact the doctor at this site immediately.

Other side effects include
- upset stomach (nausea)
- vomiting
- vague overall feeling of discomfort (malaise)
- felling tired (fatigue)
- decrease in appetite (anorexia)
- diarrhea
- Inflamation of the pancreas (pancreatitis [symptoms are nausea, vomiting, & abdominal pain])
- Headache
- Increased triglycerides (fatty acids in the blood)

Risks of Nucleosides (ZDV, 3TC, ddI, and abacavir)

NOTE: The following applies to 3TC, ddI, d4T, and abacavir discussed above.
Lactic acidosis (excess acid in the blood) and severe hepatomegaly (enlarged liver) with steatosis (fatty liver) that may result in liver failure, other complications, and death have been reported with the use of antiretroviral nucleoside analogues alone or in combination, including drugs such as ZDV, ddI, d4T, ddC, 3TC and abacavir.

Risks of Amprenavir (APV, 141W94, Agenerase) A registered trademark

The following side effects have been associated with the use of aprenavir:
- upset stomach (nausea)
- vomiting
- diarrhea
- rash*
- numbness, tingling around the mouth (perioral paresthesias)
- abdominal pain
- gas (flatulence)
- depression or mood changes

*Any rash should immediately be brought to the attention of your study doctor, no matter how long you have been receiving study treatment. Signs or symptoms of sever or potentially life-threatening skin reations are rare with amprenavir. Patients developing severe skin reactions should discontinue amprenavir as soon as possible.

Risks of Ritonavir (RTV, Norvir) A registered trademark

The following side effects have been associated with the use of ritonavir:
- gastrointestinal disturbances, especially including: upset stomach (nausea)
- vomiting
- diarrhea
- an increase in the amount of fatty acid in the blood (hypertriglycerdemai)
- numbness and tingling in the arms, legs, and around the mouth (paresthesias peripheral and circumoral)
- rash
- abnormal liver function test (elevated liver enzymes)
- fever
- bad taste or change in taste (taste perversion)
- abdominal pain

Risks of Nelfinavir (NFV, Viracept) A registered trademark

- diarrhea
- abdominal pain
- upset stomach (nausea)
- gas (flatulence)
- lack of energy (asthenia)
- rash
- decrease in the number of white blood cells that help fight infection (neutropenia)
- abnormal liver function test (elevated liver enzymes)
- elevated muscle enzyme test (elevated creatine phosphokinase)

NOTE: The following applies to APV/RTV and NFV

The use of potent antiretroviral drug combinations (which commonly include protease inhibitor) may be related to an abnormal distribution (placement) of body fat and wasting. Some of the body changes that have been seen include:
- increase in fat around the waist and stomach area
- increase in fat on the back of the neck
- thinning of the face, legs, and arms
- breast enlargement

The use of potent antiretroviral drug combinations (which commonly include protease inhibitor) may be related to fat metabolism including elevated triglycerides (fatty acid in the blood) and/or elevated cholesterol.

The use of protease inhibitors may be related to the development of or the worsening of increase blood sugar and diabetes.

There have been reports of increase bleeding in HIV-infected persons with hemophilia (a bleeding disorder) who were treated with some protease inhibitors. It is not known if protease inhibitors were the cause of these bleeding episodes.

ADDITIONAL INFORMATION:

There may be other unknown risks from taking these drugs in combination so you will be followed very carefully for any problems.

And as you remember
sitting in the clinical trials office
signing these release papers
with all this information
Believing
this is the right thing to do
you begin to understand the Jews
as they would line up
boarding the Holocaust trains
Thinking
this is the right thing to do
because you and they
were scared

And after a month of feeling incredibly ill
in ways
that are described as AIDS
you are told and convinced
you are doing better
your health is improving
as your body is being destroyed
by taking these radiation medications

After two months
you cannot take the pain
from the medications
any longer
and you know
it is the medications
because for five hours
after every dose
you have headaches that come
in and out
heat flashes that come
in and out
burning sensations
like little nuclear ovens in your body
that go away
for only three hours
before your evening dose

so you quit the trials
you need medications
less harmful
to your body

So you go to your primary care physician's office
who has many HIV-positive patients himself
because he works at the Gay, Lesbian and Transgender
Community Health Center
named Callen Lorde
in NYC

He, too
believes in the
Hit hard - Hit early
medical philosophy
so that your body may control
the HIV?
and you be removed from the medications
after a year
Hopefully?
the avant-garde medical philosophy
of the clinical trials
that hasn't worked
for many years

He gives you high doses of only 3 drugs
and when you take them
your body becomes
clammy
cold
and dull
you cannot feel your lips
as you keep licking them
you've become a cold blooded reptilian
with no internal temperature
when you are on high doses of Norvir
Another Registered Trademark

Something is wrong with such high doses
so you call the nurse you befriended
at the clinical trials
and she tells you that you do not have to
take so many
Norvir pills
to make the other pills
last longer
"Only one, not four" But
You didn't hear that from me

And when I had incredibly painful bumps
on my chest and stomach that had puss in them
from the first set of medications
They were only zits, she said.

After only two weeks
of the new set of medications
with the Hit hard and Hit early
avant-garde philosophy
I began to develop
Candidiasis
-a yeast infection-
on my lips
an AIDS-like symptom
like the body wasting and diarrhea
I had developed earlier from the medications

Finally, leaving my primary care physician
going to a holistic HIV-specialist
I was told
after she saw my blood results,
"Did they not tell you that you were developing pancreatitis?"
and somehow I was surprised
because I believed
the side effects
were just exagerationsss

That is when I stopped

No Medications

The candidiasis
went away
my body ceased wasting
and I found books and material
that suggested something else
AIDS medications kill
Cells
Randomly
And anti-bodies to HIV are
Anti-bodies to HIV
A virus that has never been isolated!

AZT
The first
"life saving"
AIDS drug on the market has
a skull and cross bones on a label
containing
as little as
25 milligrams
a small fraction of a patient's daily
prescribed
dose

And when a patient receives the prescription form
the label does not say
as it does on the non-prescription
"Toxic:
by inhalation
in contact with skin
and if swallowed
Target organ(s):
Blood
Bone Marrow
If you feel unwell seek medical advice
(show the label where possible)
Wear suitable protective clothing!"
And when I hear about healthy babies
being taken away
from their mothers
as their stories can be read on
www.aliveandwell.org
because they refuse
to give their babies
these medications
I realize that the authors of these books
"Inventing the AIDS Virus"
And
"What If Every Thing You Knew About AIDS Was Wrong?"
Peter Duesberg
And
Christine Maggiore
And other AIDS "dissidents"
Like
Ed Lieb
Michael Ellner
Dr. David Rasnick
Celia Farber
David Crowe
ActUp San Francisco
Heal San Diego
Nobel Prize Laureate Kary Mullis, PhD
And President Thabo Mbeki of South Africa
ARE
Just a few
Not Unlike
the Russian, British and American soldiers
shutting the gas
to the concentration camp ovens
caused by the misdiagnosis of
HIV
freeing you
and me
from the stench of
Unapparent
Unjustified
Unwarranted
Death


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